Paranoid,
I watch you fall,
When people talk alone,
I watch you crawl,

Maybe they’re talking about you,
Maybe it’s something bad,
Why are you so worried,
About the dignity you never had,

Act like you’re queen,
Push others around,
When they talk out of your range,
I watch you sink to the ground,

You’re always on your toes,
We are your pesticide,
No matter how hard you try to cover up,
It’s so obvious, we know that you lied.

Drifting,
Shifting,
Racing,
Spacing,

Here I go,
Falling into the hole,
Losing myself,
Losing control,

Everything is so perfect,
The dragon guarding my mind,
My body is nothing,
As I drift farther I leave it behind,

So much to see,
So long you wish to hold on to the thought,
But as soon as you open you eyes,
You forget about how hard you fought,

But it is still there,
It comes every night,
No matter how much you try,
You can never remember the sight.